This time of year is still so difficult but I treasure every thought of you, now and throughout the year. I wonder what my grown up son would be doing, would you look like your Brother Dan? Would you love football? Would you have children? I am sure you would and would be a great dad. I miss you so much but the love never fades, Mum x x x

My Darling Ben, another painful anniversary but I know you would be so happy with the news I am sharing with you today. Your an Uncle !! Georgie has a baby boy. Ernie is almost 7 months old and reminds me so much of you, he is a little live wire, full of energy and smiles. Dan has a baby daughter. Flo is almost 4 months old and so pretty. Dan is an amazing Dad, just as I know you would have been. Georgie is getting married this year. Preparations are in full swing and she is having the reception in a Marquee in Nan & Bamp's field. I so wish you could be with us but I know you will be watching over her. Love and miss you so much x x x

Today is always so difficult but I remind myself of the love and joy you bought to my life for the short time we had together. We have exciting news, Georgie is expecting her first baby so I am going to be a Nanny. You would have made an amazing Uncle, I so wish you could be here to share this with us. Love you always my Beautiful Boy x x x